
Dear
Pastor,
I am a born again Christian who recently re-dedicated
my life to our Lord Jesus Christ after living away from Him the past 25+
years.
I was raised in a Christian home by a mother who loved
her Lord and consistently prayed for her children. I accepted Jesus
as my personal Savior as a teenager and still remember the day I was baptized.
However, I thought that the world had something better to offer me and
strayed away from God only to become an unwed mother at 19 years old.
Throughout these past 25-30 years, I guess you could say
I tried it all, sex, drugs, parties, you name it and I tried it.
There was always an emptiness in my life, a hollow empty ring, a nothingness,
(King Solomon describes it very well in Ecclesiastes).
On January 2 2005, my husband decided to take his own
life and shot himself in the head in our living room while I was at home.
It was a very traumatic and very sad time in my life and it was only by
the grace of God that I managed to get through this tragic experience.
As I study God’s word, I find that while God lets His
children make their own choices in this life, He does not always agree
with the choices we make, but He can use tragic experiences like mine for
His purpose.
I thank God that he kept knocking on my door and continued
loving me even when I was out of His will. I thank God for His grace
& love for saving a sinner such as I am.
I now have a “passion” to warn other believers what
can happen when you stray away from God. I ask that you share my
testimony with your congregation and others. If only one person “wakes
up” to this reality then, it will not have been in vain.
Love in Jesus Christ
Joy
If you are a born again Christian
and currently in a relationship with an unsaved person, please read this!
You may not have another chance to tell the person you
supposedly “love” about the Lord Jesus Christ. I have a question
for you, if they were to die right now, where would they spend eternity,
Heaven or Hell?
And, would you have to spend the rest of your life with
the guilt of knowing you didn’t do all that you could to try and save the
one you ”love” from Hell.
Do not take this lightly!
It is an extremely serious situation!
DEATH IS FINAL, you don’t get another chance.
I was married 12 years to a man who needed Jesus as his
Savior. I thought I had more time to tell him about Jesus, but one
morning after some very trying times, he took his own life and was gone,
just like that, gone. I never told him about the love of Jesus and
the reason He died for us.
My husband died an unsaved man.
Why didn’t I tell him?
What was I afraid of? Was I afraid he would leave
me if I got too religious for him? Afraid. Afraid of what?
That he might accept Jesus Christ as his Savior?
The Bible tells us that there is a Heaven and a Hell and
that God loved us so much that He gave His only begotten Son to take our
place and die for our sins, THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE on a very
cruel cross. The only way to get to Heaven is to admit we are sinners
and ask Jesus to come live in us and be our Savior.
If I could only live my life over again, knowing what
I do now. I would have never turned my back on God. I would
have been a witness for Jesus Christ to my husband, no matter the cost,
regardless of what my husband said or thought of me. Even, if he
left me. Oh! How I wish I would have taken a stand for Jesus.
But it’s too late for my husband. DON’T make the
same mistake I did.
If you truly “love” this unsaved person, get right with
God, re-dedicate your life to Him and come back to our Lord Jesus Christ.
Pray for a desire to have a passion in you to learn of God through His
word and pray for the salvation of your loved one.
WARNING: to all unmarried believers; do you believe God
knows what’s best for you? II Corinthians 6:14 states; Be ye
not unequally yoked together with unbelievers, for what fellowship hath
righteousness with unrighteousness and what communion hath light with darkness?
I used to think this was an odd thing for our Lord to say but, now I realize
there is a reason God says this!
If you start a relationship with a person who is not saved,
you will end up either straying from God and living in the world falling
farther and farther away from Him or you will walk with the Lord with a
very heavy heart, constantly praying for your loved one, worrying if they
were going to make it through another day before they accept Jesus.
Who knows how long you will carry this burden knowing
your loved one is lost and then, there is no guarantee they will be saved.
Are you really ready to spend your life like this?
Or do you want to live your life as God planned it for you?
Don’t settle for less.
Set your sights on a higher plane for that is where we
live with Christ Jesus as our Lord.
I urge you to join a Bible believing church and daily
search God’s Word to learn of Him and pray for knowledge of God’s plan
for your life.
 You don't have to be gay:
I became a Christian when I was 12 years old. I asked
Jesus into my heart during a youth rally at New Life Assembly of God in
Reedsburg, WI. I then got very involved with the church youth group. After
I got saved I thought my struggles with homosexuality would end, but the
temptation seemed to increase. I became fascinated by the things of this
world. Slowly I stopped reading the word or even praying.
At 15 years old I left the church and became involved
with the gay community. For three years I was involved in the homosexual
lifestyle. I was always searching for a place to fit in and was continually
feeling very empty and hopeless.
In September of 1997 at 18 years old, I moved to New York
City, still searching to fill the deep void I felt where I got involved
with numerous pro gay agencies, that would help me adjust to such a gay
populated area. I then found out about a pro gay church, and a seed of
desire to search for God began. It was Sunday morning and I was leaving
to go to this pro gay church. As I was leaving the youth shelter I lived
at, I noticed that there service didn't start until 1:00pm, and it was
only 10:00am. I asked the religious advisor at the shelter, where was a
church I could go to until the service started at the "gay" church. He
told me to go to Times Square Church. I had no clue of what kind of church
this was. As I walked in I heard the worship, and my heart began to feel
pulled. As the worship ended and the pastor came to the pulpit, I noticed
that it was David Wilkerson, author of the cross and the switchblade. I
broke as I realized that god had lead me to this church. Needless to say
I never attended the pro gay church, but I did begin to think that I already
became a Christian before and that didn't work. I wasn't sure if I wanted
to go through this again.
That next week was definitely a turning point in my life.
On Wednesday morning as I was getting ready the Holy Spirit spoke to my
heart "Wade, you shall know the truth and the truth will set you free."
When Sunday morning came I went to times square church. Pastor Wilkerson
came to the pulpit and said that he was going to speak out of John 8:32
"you shall know the truth and the truth will set you free." I knew then
God was definitely calling out for me to trust Him through His process
of restoration. In April of 1998 I moved to Memphis , TN to become involved
with a ministry called Love In Action. It is a ministry for men and women
desiring freedom form homosexuality, to deepen their relationship with
God and begin to spread His love to others, and to learn the lies behind
the deep non sexual roots of homosexuality.
What God has shown me through my time being here has been
life changing experience. My desire is to speak out the truth as God has
spoken it to me. You don't have to be gay!
God has created us in his image, and is longing for us
to turn to Him. His desire for us is to give us life, not to beat us down.
He is a loving and giving Father. My hope and prayer is that if God has
ministered to you through His testimony in me that you would began to seek
the face of God, and ask his only begotten Son into your heart. He has
a plan for your life, allow Him to speak restoration into it.
If you have any comments or questions feel free to contact
me at: Truthsetmefree
Wade
Resources:
http://home.earthlink.net/~gstover1/page12.html
Steven Bennett
Ministries
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I was visiting your church two years ago and had been
on medication for fifteen years. I had to take it or I would die. Some
of your congregation surrounded me after I had been slain in the spirit
and they began to pray. I could feel tears falling on my face and the Presence
of God all over me. Pastor, I have not had to take medication since. Praise
the Lord!
God Bless You! I know God is answering my prayer.
I have been in deliverance for the past year. There were
so many open doors in my life that daily something is being revealed. I
remember vaguely playing with a ouija board as a child. My father was initially
a man of God; however, I believe he died as an occcult leader. He laid
in caskets as his church members passed and placed money on his tranced
body. He also raised snakes and would make his entrance into service with
these snakes draped around him. He left my mom when I was about 10 and
died 6 years later. To this day I can not calculate in my mind what
year he died. (My mom, sister, and I never talk about this). Anyway I graduated
from college as a pharmacist practiced in my career for only 10 years.
Then I lost all interest in life. Not suicidal, just indecisive and aimless.
I am now the senior member of a recovery house for women
and I work when I mentally can, as a temporary executive secretary.
In 1991 I stopped drinking and moved into a clean and sober house
for women. However, I was paying lip service to the Christ-like life. In
1998, a crisis hit the house some women were secretly doing drugs and stealing
as a result the finances of the house fell into bankruptcy we were $15,000
behind in bills. We all decided to move. I was the last to move because
I would have to relocate from Washington DC to Dallas. As I was trying
to think of what to do and how to explain to the landlord what had happen,
I found a bible and the Holy Spirit took me through the entire bible in
3 months ( I had never read a bible up to that point). Then the Holy Spirit
said he wanted the house to remain open. SUPERNATURALLY, the landlord forgave
the back debt and the Lord has kept the house full of recovering
women and financially free ever since.
I believe 2 Jewish people will receive Christ through
this house.Please pray for us. By my lifestyle, I try to show the
ladies that Jesus is the way Most of the times I feel like I am not being
a very effective witness I feel alone and very isolated because my way
is not well accepted My pastor believes that all of these women are
fruit for Jesus.
This morning I believe I heard the Holy Spirit speak to
me about split personality due to abandonment and rejection demons.
When I read your website testimony, I started ...taking
authority over, binding and casting out tormenting demons. I
actually felt
them leave. I often feel a since of relief; I look
forward to total freedom.
If you could pray in agreement with me for freedom I would
really appreciate it. I believe the Lord really has a ministry for
my life; however, the devil and his demons seem to always be 1/2 step ahead
of my belief system. Pray that I die to myself and completely
rely and depend on Jesus (which is hard for me with these inner wounds).
Father, in the name of Jesus ...thank you for your servant.
Thank you for leading me to this website this morning, I know in my heart
that it was your Holy Spirit. I pray for open heaven over this ministry.
In Jesus name. Amen.
God Bless You. Amen
Dear Rev. Jorge M. Stover and Dr. Sharon,
My beloved and respectable Rev. Jorge M. Stover and Pastor
Sharon, may the peace of our Lord be with your spirit. Amen! I don’t
get tired of thanking you for magnificent message, which is like honey
to my soul, which fortifies it and enriches it spiritual-wise with the
divine Word of God.
Rev. Jorge M. Stover and Pastor Sharon, thank you for
your marvelous message and your prayers. I know in fact, it’s touched so
many souls, and many souls have been changed through your anointed teaching
tapes “Realm of Faith; Resolving Conflict; He Comes; Cleansing of the Leper”
from slavery and all human understanding concerning Realm of Faith; Resolving
Conflict; He Comes; Cleansing of the Leper. We are very much grateful to
God that he gives us eyes to see and ears to hear his faithful will and
truly people that would be a captive to the word and had a vision that
is fixed said upon him. This is the cry of our hearts day by day
that we would be moving and may the discourse of his word be clear like
a crystalline stream that we would look through and see the glory of God.
Yes we agree with your message hundred percent, for it
ministered to us so much and motivated us into life changing experience.
Grace is the word that means I bestow based upon his favor in face of people
that in favor they inherit everything from God. On strict justice they
inherit everything but in face of acts He gives favor and grace. And out
of that cornucopia of grace, He gives free.“ Hallelujah! Glory to God.
Thank you from bottom of my heart for your obedience to sacrifice yourself
wholly to the Lord, to get such wonderful messages from our merciful Heavenly
Father, who wants us to grow strong in His grace. May the Lord continue
to bless you and your congregation. We are so blessed in listening for
several times. AMEN! I place my trust, and find my glory in the power of
the cross, in every victory let it set of Him, my source of strength my
source of hope is Christ alone, tears flow in our eyes listening to your
reflection. Please share this letter to the saints of Wellspring Ministries,
that your anointed tapes blessed us so much of the word of God and impacting
hundreds of people in the Philippines! I love you in the name of our Lord
Jesus Christ. We are very much appreciative to you for never get tired
of sending your anointed tapes for our spiritual growth. Once again thank
you very much. Please keep in touch.
May the Lord God bless you more abundantly!
Caring for others in God’s name,
Jesus A. Carso Jr.
P.S. Thank you very much for many tapes you sent to us,
it ministered to us and motivated us into life changing experience. We
are very much grateful to God to have a family as yours in America. You
are always in our hearts in our daily prayers and the saints of Wellspring
Ministries.
"Let my heart break with the things that break God's
heart!"
Jesus "Jake" Carso, Jr.
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